Have you ever tried to commit suicide?

Once years ago I tried but got scared last second and stopped my car from hitting the wall I was going to drive into. This was I think 2012/2013?

I've been considering doing it again. I've been resiting a strong urge to walk into traffic for the past few days. I'm super unhappy and struggling like crazy.

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Gusman · 61-69, M

So sad to read that you are really struggling to have any reason to go on.
Professional therapists can help, if you let them.
One way I got all the bad thoughts out of my head was to pick up a pen and without thinking, start writing. Just let the words flow out of your head onto the paper. Write until there is nothing left.
Once you reach that point, throw it away. Do not read what you have written, that would put those thoughts back into your head.
Maybe try it? Certainly helped me. I felt refreshed after writing.
Do it every time you are at that low point. Imperitive to get those thoughts out of your mind to stop them going around and around. Getting worse with every lap.