It feels like it’s physically impossible to kill myself.

that feeling means you aren't ready to go. it's a primal instinct to struggle to survive. very old people lose it naturally. i hope you find what you're needing, because it's too easy to end it all when you have no fear of the potential outcome. keep reaching out.

https://similarworlds.com/help/1-Suicide-Crisis-Help-Lines

These people don't judge. Many have been where you are. They're friends.
Who's services are international.

Please know that a tomorrow exists for you. Pain/trauma is deceptive, whispering that it is forever and it can't be escaped.

A fallacy, most wounds heal with time and treatment. Don't cheat us, and the world by depriving them of the wonder that is you.

Keep talking to us here --our door is open.

Praying for you.

I'm NOT promoting your killing yourself. But if you want to die, there are sure-fire ways.

You're [i]so young.[/i] Why not explore how to gain some relief in this world? There are sure-fire ways of doing that, [i]too.[/i]

I would welcome a PM from you. 🫂

Please speak your mind first.. I've been through that as well years ago.

I worried I'd make life more challenging if I failed doing that. So why bother thinking down that road. More challenging to find a direction that frees you from that horribleness. Took me many many yrs to do so. It ain't easy. I found giving myself in ways to others helps them but it also helps me greatly. It is yrs and yrs of little minor things that has helped me. Seeing the street friends now has me feeling better and me wanting to do more for them!

Please don’t! You’re too pretty to die 🥺

Please please don’t

Relatable.

Tbf, the thing that probably stops a lot of suicides is the thought of it going to shit and having to deal with the consequences.

You really do not have to do this. I can lend you my hand to make it out of this. Life for sure is beautiful trust me.

Our life might be someone's dream to live. Hopefully we don't make the dreamer regret.

Don’t do that!

Grow old

What is it that causes these feelings for you? Is it loneliness or a sense of failure? Are you sick in a bad situation you cannot get out of? Or is it more clinical?

I never once attempted suicide and I feel pathetic for it. I am actually thinking about trying the OD method

Please don't have those thoughts