Thats a real bummer.
Weed isnt that bad a temporary solution to anxiety, and its a wee bit controlling of him to force his ideals onto you.
(In fact, psychologically speaking: denying you the one thing you feel you need is a bit of a red flag combined with the rule setting)

- unless its because of the smell🤔
I dont think id want people to smoke weed in my home either - but on the porch is ok.

As an adult, you have a right to look after yourself.
He has a right to look after his home.

Surely there must be some sort of compromise?

I can never understand how people can be so uncompromising in a relationship. I don't smoke weed, but I'd totally compromise with have a room set up to go and do that.

(this assumes that there are no health conditions that demand otherwise such as oxygen use in the home)

I don’t have anything for the anxiety…maybe try taking glycine, 5-HTP and/or GABA for it. For sleep, try weening down slowly with gummies: 10mg an hour before bed for a couple weeks, then 5mg, then 2mg, then switch to melatonin to replace it completely.

This is why I’m scared to try drugs, I’m really worried that I’ll get addicted. I really hope you find the strength to give it up.

you boyfriend has nothing to do with it
you do as you please
he need not share it. or even be around you when high
but he does not get to forbid you

Maybe bake brownies instead of smoking it?

What if you get edibles?

Why did you pick a bf that hates weed? 🤔

If he’s that controlling you might be dodging a bullet.