I'm Afraid That I'll Be Single Forever

Ohhhh it happened. All my friends are engaged and I’ve probably only been on six dates in the past year. I’m honestly shook, I’ve been frantically going through tinder and bumble and all that trying to find dates for all these weddings (all literally taking place at the end of this year to the beginning of next year, like a not cute 27 dresses). I don’t know how to keep my sanity. I’ve gone through thinking about just bringing different subpar men to just throwing my virginity at anyone and just jumping around for the next year because I’ve had enough of having standards for no reason. I’m not quite sure how to feel while feeling sad, single, and hella lonely