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i can relate to this 🤦🙈

Sell your entire figurine collection and choose something more publicly engaging.

Talk to your doctor, maybe a change in meds is needed?
I think about it a lot too, but my meds help me stop obsessing over it.
For what it's worth, I'd miss your updates and the photos of the intricate painting you do.

The impact on your loved ones is awful, my brother took his life Nov 2020 and it still affects me in a bad way. I miss him so much.

I've entertained the thought before, not that I would do it either. But you would stop yourself from doing anything good if you just end it all, things you didn't know you were capable of.

There's a lyric in this song I like, Time by the Deli Creeps. "The Secret hides in living".
^Here's to hoping you pull yourself out of this funk quick. I'm sorry you feel this way

Hey Dan, I don't have the best words of support right now, but I hope this feeling passes quickly 💙

Keep talking about it. People care about you 💙

So sorry to hear you're feeling this way, it is a terrible feeling. But don't forget it will pass 💙

I don't really talk about my depression much to other people ,but I know how bad it can get.
To pretend these questions don't enter our minds when we're depressed is easier sometimes than facing the response that we get from expressing them.
I don't really think people are better off when someone dies especially if they loved them.
I had a nephew who killed himself
I don't think anyone's over it yet -it was many years ago ,too -1999.
Life will go on without us that is definitely true.
I think people matter they just don't know it because depression lies to you and so many people are broken and unsure how to be kind.

I don't want to commit suic***
But I don't want to be here either.

I've been having this thought more and more