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I've been thinking about suicide lately

I'm not going to do it, it's more thinking through all the outcomes. Would people be better off without me? Would most people even notice beyond the initial period? It obviously would go on without me, alive or not, as it does now. Does it even matter? Do I? Does anyone?

Guys I think I might be depressed again.
If you or a friend of yours is having suicidal thoughts, please visit Suicide Crisis Help Lines if you need someone to talk to.
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BlueVeins · 26-30 Best Comment
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ArtistMoon · 31-35, F
i can relate to this 🤦🙈
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
CleverGirl · 26-30, F
Sell your entire figurine collection and choose something more publicly engaging.
CleverGirl · 26-30, F
@KiwiDan It's your life to live, but it seems awfully lonely.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@CleverGirl it's always going to be lonely when you're depressed and unlovable. So the miniatures don't really impact things too much
CleverGirl · 26-30, F
@KiwiDan What do I know.
IsawDDevil · 36-40, M
Do you struggle with no having a girl friend.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@IsawDDevil maybe it's not the driving factor in this. That would be my brain not working correctly
Talk to your doctor, maybe a change in meds is needed?
I think about it a lot too, but my meds help me stop obsessing over it.
For what it's worth, I'd miss your updates and the photos of the intricate painting you do.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@Mindfulness You actually read my updates? Thanks 🥹
@KiwiDan Of course. I can appreciate how difficult it must be to paint those little figures and the attention you put into it. It's always good to see someone invest in their interests. You should give yourself a pat on the back now and again.
RebelRaven · 51-55, F
The impact on your loved ones is awful, my brother took his life Nov 2020 and it still affects me in a bad way. I miss him so much.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@RebelRaven I'm sorry
caPnAhab · 26-30, M
I've entertained the thought before, not that I would do it either. But you would stop yourself from doing anything good if you just end it all, things you didn't know you were capable of.

There's a lyric in this song I like, Time by the Deli Creeps. "The Secret hides in living".
^Here's to hoping you pull yourself out of this funk quick. I'm sorry you feel this way
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@caPnAhab very true
caccoon · 36-40
Hey Dan, I don't have the best words of support right now, but I hope this feeling passes quickly 💙

Keep talking about it. People care about you 💙

So sorry to hear you're feeling this way, it is a terrible feeling. But don't forget it will pass 💙
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@caccoon thanks. I hope it goes away quickly. It feels like it's deagging me down to hell
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
I don't really talk about my depression much to other people ,but I know how bad it can get.
To pretend these questions don't enter our minds when we're depressed is easier sometimes than facing the response that we get from expressing them.
I don't really think people are better off when someone dies especially if they loved them.
I had a nephew who killed himself
I don't think anyone's over it yet -it was many years ago ,too -1999.
Life will go on without us that is definitely true.
I think people matter they just don't know it because depression lies to you and so many people are broken and unsure how to be kind.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@Justmeraeagain i see what you mean
LoveLuna · FNew
I don't want to commit suic***
But I don't want to be here either.

I've been having this thought more and more
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@LoveLuna same

 
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