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I Feel Like a Failure Sometimes

I know I am a failure... I am in my senior year and I failed my geometry class twice. it was the only class I failed, I was supposed to graduate in December and I do online school. I know I am a failure all I have been doing is crying and taking pills, I am so extremely unhappy I do not know what to do with myself. I have been telling all my old friends I am graduating and that is not happening, I am so upset with my life. I had just gotten into a car accident and know I failed my senior year.

Apart of me wants to get it over with and take my life because I do not think I should be in this must pain. I feel like if I ended it, it will all be over. I just want to go to college and be happy, thats all I ever wanted in my life and now that is being taken away. I am a failure and I do not know what to do with myself, I want this feeling too stop I feel like I will never ever amount to anything good only negative.
SlytherinGuy · 22-25, M
Maybe you should work hard to change what upsets you about yourself? About the geometry class, try harder next time besides half the people don't even graduate atleast you're gonna graduate later? So you're better than a lot of them before hand. Just work hard and you'll get through stuff dude.you ain't no failure,no one is unless you give up.
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@SlytherinGuy Thank you, it feels as though I am the only one not graduating. I went to a college prep school before online school and all of my friends have graduated thats why I feel so low. It is hard for me not to give up
SlytherinGuy · 22-25, M
The thought of other people judging you will always push you to a corner, bc you k ow what, someone somewhere will always be disappointed or displeased about your decisions and stuff, it's all upto you to not those people dictate what you do with your life bc years down the line these people wouldn't even be in your life, you will be living a different life in a different city with different people. Its all about you and not about them, take them out of the picture and graduate for yourself and your future.ypu got this.
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@SlytherinGuy Thank you so much for your comment I will try my best to graduate and hopefully pass and not let others judge or dismay that.
SW-User
Geometry is not worth your life!

I am tutoring my friend's daughter in it now. If you wish, I can try and help you somehow..
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@SW-User Thank you I never like math in general ever! I am a creative arts type of person, I appreciate the comment. Failing this one class for me feels like I failed a million, .5 is causing me my entire graduation and thats what I hate
SW-User
@veoh112 Up until this year, my friend's daughter was similar - no grade below a B, now she's failing the one class she needs to move on.
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@SW-User Yes except I have no one who can help me, The geometry course for that school year also was terrible which is probably why I hated it. And I have no alternative
Rocknrod · 61-69, M
Life is like driving a car. If you keep looking in t h e rear view mirror. You never know what's a head or where your going. If you look a head and keep moving you'll get where you want to go. The road get s rough and slow going sometimes. However there are good and smooth road also. DON'T GIVE UP. KEEP MOVING FORWARD.🙂
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Rocknrod Thank you so much that means alot to me, I will keep that in mind when I am sad.
Rocknrod · 61-69, M
@veoh112 your welcome. Now if my device would quit trying to decide what I want to say and let me say it.
and you are not a failure, you are a genius and you are applying your wisdom and dealing with very hard cognitive problems of the reality you live in... have faith in yourself, protect yourself, make limits to where others are let and feel what you feel what you feel you can act on it.. just listen your body...
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@blooblookookoo Thank you so much, I will keep that in mind
Mikemcneil · 61-69, M
Failing that class doesn't mean you're a failure. Something good will come of it that you can't see right now. Don't be too hard on yourself
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Mikemcneil Thank you, people tell me not to be hard on myself all the time but its very hard. I want too be hard on myself because thats how I feel about myself at the moment. I do not know what good can come out of me constantly failing but I appreciate your post
Mikemcneil · 61-69, M
Maybe a slight change in direction will lead to a happier future. Sometimes it only becomes clear when you can look back
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Mikemcneil look back on what a shitty life
veoh112 · 26-30, F
Thank you everyone who has left a sweet comment. I am going to suck it up and try to graduate so I can move onto college, even though I will not be happy doing it because I wanted to graduate before may. I will try to not let my past friends and other things sway me from getting my diploma. My entire life I cared too much about my grades and what other people think of me because I always had a tough time in school.

The online school I went too was telling me there was no other way to graduate early which I though defeated the purpose of online school. This angers and upsets me incredibly, but I need to not give up and start looking at my future. Thank you!!
and how stronger you are because of all that, be strong, take care after yourself, love yourself... and love will come your way...
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@blooblookookoo Thank you so much, I will try.
jackson55 · M
Failing a test is not a life and death deal. Get some help and retake the test.
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@jackson55 Well it may not be to you, but it feels as though to me. I feel like there's a lot of pressure on me.
I am so sorry to hear of your plight. Have you the chance to take geometry again along with being tutored in it?
@veoh112 Hi, Is there another learning center that is accredited by the state of Arizona to teach geometry so that you can get your diploma?
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@allsfinebime2 Um I am not sure but thank you for suggesting that I will look that up. I do not know I will look up community colleges and learning centers that teach me geometry so I can get my 0.5 credit because it the only credit I need.
@veoh112 🤗 Good luck.
Failure is a bruise not a tattoo...John Sinclair
Smikezz2 · 46-50, M
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Smikezz2 Thank you
Smikezz2 · 46-50, M
@veoh112 you are very welcome. I hope everything works out for you.
Sicarium · 46-50, M
You're only a failure when you give up.
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Sicarium It feels as though I have

 
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