I Feel Like a Failure Sometimes

I know I am a failure... I am in my senior year and I failed my geometry class twice. it was the only class I failed, I was supposed to graduate in December and I do online school. I know I am a failure all I have been doing is crying and taking pills, I am so extremely unhappy I do not know what to do with myself. I have been telling all my old friends I am graduating and that is not happening, I am so upset with my life. I had just gotten into a car accident and know I failed my senior year.

Apart of me wants to get it over with and take my life because I do not think I should be in this must pain. I feel like if I ended it, it will all be over. I just want to go to college and be happy, thats all I ever wanted in my life and now that is being taken away. I am a failure and I do not know what to do with myself, I want this feeling too stop I feel like I will never ever amount to anything good only negative.

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SlytherinGuy · 22-25, M

Maybe you should work hard to change what upsets you about yourself? About the geometry class, try harder next time besides half the people don't even graduate atleast you're gonna graduate later? So you're better than a lot of them before hand. Just work hard and you'll get through stuff dude.you ain't no failure,no one is unless you give up.

veoh112 · 26-30, F

@SlytherinGuy Thank you, it feels as though I am the only one not graduating. I went to a college prep school before online school and all of my friends have graduated thats why I feel so low. It is hard for me not to give up

SlytherinGuy · 22-25, M

The thought of other people judging you will always push you to a corner, bc you k ow what, someone somewhere will always be disappointed or displeased about your decisions and stuff, it's all upto you to not those people dictate what you do with your life bc years down the line these people wouldn't even be in your life, you will be living a different life in a different city with different people. Its all about you and not about them, take them out of the picture and graduate for yourself and your future.ypu got this.

veoh112 · 26-30, F

@SlytherinGuy Thank you so much for your comment I will try my best to graduate and hopefully pass and not let others judge or dismay that.