I Feel Like a Failure Sometimes

I know I am a failure... I am in my senior year and I failed my geometry class twice. it was the only class I failed, I was supposed to graduate in December and I do online school. I know I am a failure all I have been doing is crying and taking pills, I am so extremely unhappy I do not know what to do with myself. I have been telling all my old friends I am graduating and that is not happening, I am so upset with my life. I had just gotten into a car accident and know I failed my senior year.

Apart of me wants to get it over with and take my life because I do not think I should be in this must pain. I feel like if I ended it, it will all be over. I just want to go to college and be happy, thats all I ever wanted in my life and now that is being taken away. I am a failure and I do not know what to do with myself, I want this feeling too stop I feel like I will never ever amount to anything good only negative.

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allsfinebime2 · M

I am so sorry to hear of your plight. Have you the chance to take geometry again along with being tutored in it?

veoh112 · 26-30, F

@allsfinebime2 Well yea I do have to take geometry again but the thing is I already failed it, this will be my third time I guess taking it. I do not want anything to do with math which is why I wanted to get out of hs but I am stuck. I tried to tell my teacher that I need to graduate sooner but she said there is no other plan for me through that school. I just told her I do not want to be apart of a school that will not help or accommodate me

allsfinebime2 · M

@veoh112 I understand, so are there any alternatives to education in your school district? Meaning do you have to go only to the school that you are enrolled in? Or can you seek out any other alternative arrangements?

veoh112 · 26-30, F

@allsfinebime2 I am not sure I havent looked that up, what do you mean by that. I live in AZ btw

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@veoh112 Disregard half my questions. 😄

allsfinebime2 · M

@veoh112 Hi, Is there another learning center that is accredited by the state of Arizona to teach geometry so that you can get your diploma?

veoh112 · 26-30, F

@allsfinebime2 Um I am not sure but thank you for suggesting that I will look that up. I do not know I will look up community colleges and learning centers that teach me geometry so I can get my 0.5 credit because it the only credit I need.

allsfinebime2 · M

@veoh112 🤗 Good luck.