I Feel Like a Failure Sometimes

I know I am a failure... I am in my senior year and I failed my geometry class twice. it was the only class I failed, I was supposed to graduate in December and I do online school. I know I am a failure all I have been doing is crying and taking pills, I am so extremely unhappy I do not know what to do with myself. I have been telling all my old friends I am graduating and that is not happening, I am so upset with my life. I had just gotten into a car accident and know I failed my senior year.

Apart of me wants to get it over with and take my life because I do not think I should be in this must pain. I feel like if I ended it, it will all be over. I just want to go to college and be happy, thats all I ever wanted in my life and now that is being taken away. I am a failure and I do not know what to do with myself, I want this feeling too stop I feel like I will never ever amount to anything good only negative.

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veoh112 · 26-30, F

Thank you everyone who has left a sweet comment. I am going to suck it up and try to graduate so I can move onto college, even though I will not be happy doing it because I wanted to graduate before may. I will try to not let my past friends and other things sway me from getting my diploma. My entire life I cared too much about my grades and what other people think of me because I always had a tough time in school.

The online school I went too was telling me there was no other way to graduate early which I though defeated the purpose of online school. This angers and upsets me incredibly, but I need to not give up and start looking at my future. Thank you!!