DAMMMMMIT! I was doing so well. I had no urges or anything despite the pain I was going through. I was fine! But f*******ck. I need to. I want to. I can't breath. I'm suffocating. I've tried everything. I can't cry.
@GoodoldBob I'm so strong normally. But I cannot stop myself from thinking about the release I would get. I wanna shout help. But to who? Why?? I've dealt with this for so many years by myself.
@PandorasBox Call someone and talk about other things. That way you get some human contact and reassurance without crying on their shoulders. I think the best thing you could do is think about something - anything - else for a while.
Leave your phone. Take a walk outside. Find some fresh air. Close your eyes. Try to calm the chaos in your head. Find a happy memory. Cling to it. Deep breaths. Tell yourself you’ll be okay. Keep repeating this over and over again.