Do people disappoint you more or is it you who do?

We can easily blame others for our miseries and for changing, but shouldn't we be in control of our own emotions and life? I know we're no saints or Gurus that say think than feel, but how do you do it? How bigger role does depression play in it? How do you become headstrong? Fvck wish I wasn't an idealist.

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cyberdude28 · 31-35, M

I think it's a bit of both but lately I've been the one mostly dissapointing myself. Like I keep letting myself down in one way or another. It's just that it's tough dealing with what I have to deal with sometimes..and having no one to talk to about certain issues makes it often times a tough burden to bear on my own.

I'm kind of in a road that's been less traveled in my life. For a long time I really wanted to be normal and fit in somewhere within society but to my detriment no matter how hard I tried to achieve this I ended up in an odd situation with life where at times I feel very abnormal or inadequate unfortunately. No life is perfect and we all have our burdens so we try hard everyday to survive and after that make something meaningful in our lives.