I don't know what to do!!

@lostforwords My life just sucks. I wish, I could just end it T-T

@Dorcell Don't be afraid to ask for help .Being depressed is nothing to be ashamed of and it's hard for anyone to just lock you up for being depressed.

The funny thing, no one would understand me. They say, everything is going to be ok, I should cheer up. And then I would like to should at them, do you know how this is, to have black outs? Not to remember anything. To hide it, because no on will give you a job, cause they afraid. Not to have a close relationship, cause your afraid that they will leave you? .......@lostforwords

I went today to him, he asked me how it comes, I said I don't know. Then he said, he will take some test to see how my health is going on.@flossy

@Dorcell Does he have you make a food journal? I would journal sleep, food and stress. I cannot imagine what it must be like for you .... I wish you well.

No, he don't. When I was small they said, I have to sleep longer eat more and dont get stressed, cause it makes everything worse. But as and adult, you cant do that. Thnx :)

I asked him, but after comming home i started to having such kind of thoughts :(@SW-User