I don't know what to do!!

@lostforwords No, just Absance ( Black outs)

@Dorcell They could be absence seizures ,what meds are you using?

Lamictal.

@Dorcell I started on phenobarb and dilantin ,didn't work .Now i'm on Tegretol it works very well ,you should contact your doctor . How long have you been using Lamictal? You could be building up immunity to it.

@lostforwords Since I was small, it's the only medzin, wich my body accept. They tried with others too, but my body reject everything.

@Dorcell Sorry your having this problem ,seizures suck! I have only had tonic clonic seizures ,i know they can be very debilitating and pretty damn scary also. Your probably sick of doctors and tests ,but that seems to be the only way to get some kind of control.

@lostforwords My life just sucks. I wish, I could just end it T-T

@Dorcell Don't be afraid to ask for help .Being depressed is nothing to be ashamed of and it's hard for anyone to just lock you up for being depressed.

The funny thing, no one would understand me. They say, everything is going to be ok, I should cheer up. And then I would like to should at them, do you know how this is, to have black outs? Not to remember anything. To hide it, because no on will give you a job, cause they afraid. Not to have a close relationship, cause your afraid that they will leave you? .......@lostforwords