You need to think deeply about what you want. Try to re-examine your actions, learn from what you observed and do better in such a situation. That's just a start towards good things! No one is perfect. How attractive we are does not show the true beauty of who we are. A good personality can give the Best of who we are and show how incredibly cool we are! Focus on things that inspire you and make you better and i believe things will get better for you :)

@Springs Don't worry :) I write long replies too! For me I occasionally talk to my old high school friends but they always make me feel unwanted with how they treat me and I feel kinda like a 3rd wheel with them.
I am close to one old high school friend but they are busy so we don't speak much so we speak online so I can kinda relate to that. I only have one really good friend I met online who I have been speaking to for a long time but that's it really.
I used to do theatre and I left because I began to hate it. I felt like nobody wanted to know me and like I was invisible so I have had a feeling of being invisible before. It sucks.
I go in patterns too. One day I feel motivated to change and become a whole new person but it either doesn't last or I will break down the next day and be upset again.
I hope things will improve for us both someday :)
Feel free to message me any time and maybe we can let out our feelings together if you want.

@LittleRebz I also feel low some times. But you need to see life in a different perspective if you want to see the beauty of life. Learn to observe and to think properly about inspiring words. I'm been serious. If you knew the potential and beauty of inspiring words, you'd be surprised. When you read something inspiring or you hear inspiring words, don't just hear them and let it go. Think about what it's meaning and act on those words. It is only when we act on the inspiring words we hear that we can see the true beauty of those words. I am glad you don't like the word hate. It is a weird word and i believe it shouldn't have any place in your life. Focus on been productive with your time and being responsible! I believe you'll be ok :) Your beautiful :)

Are you writing about my life or yours?
My friends dont make me feel wanted or like even tho there arent many. When i finished high school they all disappeared except for a 1 but imdont even see him anymore just over skype.
Nobody wants to know me and i am invisible to almost all.
I feel ugly everytime i see my reflection and i just live in my room wasting away. Im fine.
For abit. Sometimes it gets too much. I break. I fix. I repeat everyday feeling the same...woah long reply....sorry

@Rena64 Thank you :) I really do hope I can get into a mindset like yours someday. I wish I could just accept myself for who I am and not feel like I am any less important than anyone else but I feel the opposite.

I can relate,and you are so bful in your pic.I had bullyies since kindergarten so I understand.You need to love yourself first and understand you are bless,their is so many sick kids and people in this world,some people born ill and have to spend the rest of their lives that way.Beauty is inside always, get new friends you don't need them,you are already complete alone. And there are really good friends out their,but you need to let the negative people go.We must must surround ourselves with positive people.Be a friend to make new friends.❤,you can message me anytime.

I do not like my body for a few reasons. One is that I over eat and have gain too much weight! I have also not treated it very well ! I have damaged it a bunch too and now it doesn't treat me well!

@LittleRebz I may not always be online, but if you'd like to talk about anything, you could message me. I'll reply once i see your message.

It's like you took everything I've been feeling right out of my mouth. I can definitely relate to this and if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

What I wish to do is overcome things that are hard for me to talk about and only told one person

I overeat too. So I can relate to that.

I truly hope things get better for you..

@ILikeWomansButt I hope that you can overcome those things someday :)

I hope so to.

@Roxyx54 Thanks for the kind advice :) I do try that but I always end up feeling low again eventually. I will keep trying though.

@ILikeWomansButt Thanks :) I hope you overcome your overeating if that is what you wish to do