I’m differentI don’t open up anymore, I cry every day and think about death. I feel hopeless and like my brain doesn’t function. I ve stopped talking about things because I’m sick of myself. I’m no longer alive
Why do I constantly feel bad about myself?I let how others treat me affect how I think of myself. I think if I had any value they’d see it, right? But they don’t seem to. I know I shouldn’t look for my own self worth through anyone’s eyes but my own. I’m just tired of these insecurities... See More »
Pretending I don’t understand..... 😂The other day I was in my office and immediately Dobby wanted me to play fetch! So I thought it would be interesting to pretend I didn’t understand what he wanted just to see how he communicates with me. He is so smart and cute!!! (1)
I’m worried guys! 🥺I’ve got so much anxiety tonight. It’s been several weeks since they’ve called about my cars extended warranty.... I hope they’re okay? I hope nothing happened to them! 🥺🥺🥺
Dobby is my joy!!!I am enjoying training this little guy. I don’t have the money or time to get a trainer so I’m challenging myself to come up with things to teach him. This video is just day two with the hoop. The first day he was afraid of it and had to be lured... See More » (1)
What the heck!?!My husband passed away April 30th last year and I’m still a complete wreck. I still sob and feel so inadequate for life. Meanwhile, this older gentleman comes to my office.... his wife of 57 years just died in the middle of December last year...... See More »
Name the book!Answer just one or two but give others a chance to answer! Let’s have fun! I’ll start... #17. For Whom the Bell Tolls (1)
Ending the year on a note.... not sure which note....Before 2020 ends.... I sang a Christmas song depicting the beauty of this year..... Happy New Year!🎊🎈🎆 (1)
2020 thoughts 💭I never thought the day would come when my hands absorb more alcohol than my liver, yet here we are.
Ugh.... how long does Widow-brain last?I felt like I was on the brink of a panic attack today. I went shopping at Walmart and after I got all my junk on one end of the store I went to the grocery side. I had it in my mind that I would buy just a bunch of groceries and stock up. (I only... See More »
My dog helps me get over my grief.Many here know that my husband passed away earlier this year. It has been a process getting through this grief. I don't know if I'll ever fully get over it... but in the meantime, I got this little guy to help me through the journey. I got Dobby... See More » (2)
Dobby is wonderfulI’m still struggling from the loss of my husband, but this little gift from God sure has helped me! He’s good at snuggling too! (2)
Have you ever watched ScammerRevolts?My sons turned me on to this guy! He not only gets involved with internet scams but he will steal and delete all their files and fill their desktop with salty messages! (1)
Getting tougherToday/tonight has been a real bad one for me. I honestly don’t know why I’m doing so poorly, my strength was so strong for my husband... but left to just me.... nope. I feel like I’m skidding towards death and I’m just leaning into it. But I know... See More »
Grief TherapyEveryone says I need grief therapy because I want to die. I’m not talking about suicide.... I just want to die. I’ve heard of couples where one dies and shortly after the other one dies too. That’s all I’m talking about. I’m tired of sobbing every... See More »
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