I’m different I don’t open up anymore, I cry every day and think about death. I feel hopeless...

I feel the same some days. I cry but not for myself. I don't care about myself anymore. I know my future and I can't change it. I cry for the people around me. I cry for the strays I feed every morning and what will happen to them when I'm gone. Please feel better. There's a reason we're all here.

shimmeringrose · 46-50, F

Hey, rares. I’m sorry that you’re feeling down. I keep losing myself and I’m losing time so often, so I’m on and off of this site a lot. When I don’t remember my child’s name I just call him “boy”, because I seriously don’t remember his name. I call my therapist by the name “the therapist” and she’s okay with it. I would never forget my sister’s actual name, but I refer to her as “my sister”. Lol. You are one of the only people I will always remember. Anyway, do you want to talk?