Not continuing on to grad school.

When I lost my job working on the Ferry.. During training while in a swimming pool we had to act like a chain link, folding our legs over onto the person's lap in front of us... The bosses son copped a feel with his feet... Then bragged about it to two other young men who were also in training saying that he did it on purpose!!!!! Well on the first day on the job after cleaning the ferry and watching the men and their heavy machinery roll the ferry into the river which was cool to watch. The owner of the company went to my boss and told him to let me go because they were told that I have schizophrenia!!! I actually heard the phone call a few day's earlier while at the Hotel, my boss had his phone on speaker phone and they were talking about letting me go, and it brought me the fragrance of LIFE, but still I begged God to let me keep my job!!! My boss said but she's a saint!!! And my son believes in the devil!!! and that is how the phone call went I was so dissapointed! Then on the first day of the job my boss came up to me and told me that they had to let me go! I was almost in tears! I drove to town, stopped to get myself a coffee, when I was listening to the Christian radio station... I was asking God whyyyy ????? Then person on the radio said that the reason why you lost your job was because men meant it for your evil, but God meant it for your good!

A couple of months later the women on the ferry complained that the young man who ran the ferry was harrassing the women by sticking his hands where they don't belong! They were traumatized! To me it's like God spared me from that situation, that I didn't have to be assulted in the end.

Being poor, throughout my life noticed I fair better ( mentally and physically ).
The Lord always gives me what I need, not what i want.

I guess the fact that I've TRIED to get married TWICE and it didn't work out... I mean NOT by choice but I've dodged the marriage bullet TWICE Sooo LOL

Our house burning down when I was a child.