I probably should stop getting high but then again maybe I shouldn't.
I mean I'm at least a functional addict and have it down to a science but I should probably stop. I swear I say this all the time but never follow through.
36-40, M
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Crimsondrops · 36-40, M
@JamesBugman I wouldn't say I've lost control. Losing control would look and sound so much worse.
@Crimsondrops I don't know, from my perspective, reading what you wrote, it sounds pretty bad. If you wanted to stop you would, but the drug doesn't want you to, so it convinces your brain to keep at it. Your body thinks it needs it, and your brain agrees, so have another hit.