@HikingMan dark water is pretty mysterious and magical. It feels like anything could happen when there's a blue moon and the stars and planets are aligned just right. I could be taken to an underwater world by a water nymph. 🧞🌑
@TheWanderingMind I really love working with clients who have health conditions and then choosing oils and adapting massage that hopefully, will really benefit them. I have quite a few regular clients who get significant pain relief and I love that. The thing I like least is it's hard on my legs and body at times despite the fact I protect my posture and occasionally I've had some very annoying clients. Most of them are lovely though xx
@InstructHer book, would be the Bible. I have read it through three times now and certain passages again and again. I believe I'm shown something different each time. Favourite Museum hmm... That's toss up between the life science center in Newcastle and a stately home that's near where I live. A favourite film. I have so many. I can't think of one in particular but I like Trading places, The ugly truth, Leap year, American Pie, Road trip, The conjuring, Sixth sense, Back to the future, The Notebook, Pretty woman 🙂
@PatientlyWaiting25 I should have emulated Desert Island Discs and said you already have the Bible 😀. Pretty Woman is sweet. I have never been to Newcastle but it is on my list, along with Hadrian's Wall.
@PHlover19701 most taboo fantasy? Hmm.. I had one where I was thinking about being over powered by a stranger in a park and then forced to do whatever he wanted me to do sexually, which of course involved a whole lot of nasty stuff.
I also have some medical fetish fantasies. Once I was thinking about both the park situation and then being examined by a doctor after that happened who actually turned into the park stranger in the middle of the fantasy.
I'm aware some women have actually been attacked in parks and it's awful and traumatic in every way. Some have even lost their lives. I don't know why it's a fantasy I think about, I think my brain often switches deep seated fears and turns them into something that I find a turn on - but you asked for taboo.
When my husband was alive we roleplayed a lot of fantasies, I often thought about being branded by him. We reenacted it by using impact and temperature play. The "branding" was done using ice and a frozen metal meat mallet on very hot skin. Many women would find the concept of ownership and branding pretty taboo too.
@PatientlyWaiting25 Thank you for the well thought out reply. As a former EMT I understand the medical fetish. It's more common than one may think.
You're right about the trauma involved with being attacked by a stranger, but it's also a pretty common fantasy....as taboo as it is. Ive role-played some in the past with women and they really do have a very hard orgasm....and that was just via online.
@DeadOrbit I'm not a psychologist but a thought just struck me that it sort of makes sense why your brain would do that. If you have previously experienced trauma and emotional extremes that caused ptsd, unconsciously capping any emotional extremes including joy at the other end of the scale, would seem like way of protecting you from experiencing further pain and trauma. Hopefully your therapist will help you work through it and you will continue to heal. Hugs to you xx
@PatientlyWaiting25 the thing about ptsd is prolonged stress can cause it. Doesn't have to be traumatic. I have had traumaric experiences that i have healed from but what i really need is a change of environment which im working on. I only have 3 classes left and im done with school. Maybe i can start letting some stress go. I appreciate your words and thanks for answering my question.
@GerOttman No, better the devil you know right? Plus you don't know how badly those aliens would probe do you? They would want to do some serious experiments on me if they saw some of the twatty things I do sometimes. 👽🪐
@helenS hmm good question!! I'm pretty content with being me for the most but being Anastasia from fifty shades would be a nice swap for a bit. Be good to have a Billionaire lusting after me and buying me first edition books and stuff.
@helenS nah, those real life celebs probably have an even more complicated life than I do and they have to be what the world expects them to be to keep their fame too..
@PatientlyWaiting25 I used to know a guy in high school who helped care for his elderly grandfather. He talked about having to cath him, so the training is out there for civilians. Or get a medic for a playmate. 😉