Which family members death hit you the hardest?

My sisters car crash

My step father

My son died before I even got to meet him. My ex wife was in her eighth month of pregnancy when he passed. He would be 14 now, and I still think about him all the time. I will meet him though when my time on Earth ends, I know that for sure.

My mother

Son

I recently lost a niece. We were exactly 1 yr apart in age. It should've been me to die first.

My dad

My father's

My aunt

I didn’t know her too well but my uncles wife died in a truck accident. The thought of her last moments always bothered me.

My sister. Unexpectedly

My dad. It had physical manifestations.

My Dad, two months and a week before my 11th birthday, then his Dad, my Grandfather, when I was 22.