Here’s the thing…

The more I think about how my life could be, the ppl I could have known, the daily routine, the guys I could have dated etc…I realize how totally different a life like that would be. It’d be a different life and I’d be a different person right now, with “someone else’s” thoughts… I like who I am right now. The basic setup I currently live, on paper, seems like a solid person 🤷‍♀️. Not an adventurous story plot, but— eh. There is solidarity to this life and perhaps I admit at times I may take it for granted… I shouldn’t. Even if other avenues appear more interesting, one doesn’t fully understand what troubles could lie under those appearances Atleast the imperfections I currently have I can *knockonwood* manage. And TBF, what if these other avenues seem like good plot setups now, but if I actually executed them they went in directions I completely didn’t expect and couldn’t escape…🤷‍♀️ All one can do is keep calm take things as they come and carry on