I have such an addictive personality its frightening i must

Then when i tries to stop it all at once to be so called "Normal" i nearly gets a nervous breakdown from it .
When i have no drama in my life i looks for it .
I bought 3 Ps5 games in 3 weeks .
I have an outrageous Dvd and Music collection "well i give myself credit I'm collecting that for the last 20 years "
If i go into spirituality i goes into it deep , not easy , nearly until i go mad from it .
My house has too be spotless . I'm a tidy freak .
My clothes had to be arranged in order 'Pants with pants , shirts with shirts , shoes with shoes"
I'm just an very arranged person .
I strive for perfection by I'm not a perfectionist .
I have a very over active mind and my mind don't stop until i solve it .
I love animals , love music , love movies , love the sea , and most of my time I'm a loner .
I'm single , I'd love to be in a relationship, but I'm scared to death of it being honest .
What do you make of it ? 😊

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BrokenAbyss Best Comment

You’re cool just as you are. It’s never worth it fight the natural flow.

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@BrokenAbyss Thats the best answer i heard of . Thank you

BrokenAbyss

@riseofthemachine My pleasure. We have to be ourselves. I love to get to know someone quirks.

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@BrokenAbyss A person said to before and i thought it was a flaw of mine ' I said i liked helping people out and then after awhile my mind said I'm people pleasing , and after awhile that led to say there walking all over me " so i went to this person with this and he said there's no need to change it .
Thats what i liked about your answer about ' Leave life flow " 😊😊😊😊

LadyJ · F

You sound like a delight 😏🤣..you actually sound quite normal

Lostpoet · M

@LadyJ If that's normal i'm a pink toad.

LadyJ · F

@Lostpoet he sounds as weird as me 🤣

Teggy

Having kids and a family will fix all that.

Not in a rude or condescending way, on face value from the post alone. You have far too much time on your hands.

Your idle which lets your
Mind wander. It’s bored. You perhaps need a challenge. A task of sorts if you will. Something to do.

Too much thinking is not good. A great tool when used in moderation but a tragic leader.

Get out and about. Explore. Travel. Meet new people. Take away a lesson from each and everyone you encounter be it positive or negative. Make that masterpiece of problemsolving computing brain mater work hard in the real world.

Get out of your
Comfort zone. You’ll never grow as a human or meet anyone if you don’t get
Out there and make yourself ready to be the best you can be for them.

Lostpoet · M

i think you should go to a bar Saturday night and get fcked up and on Sunday you should find a nice person that looks single and introduce yourself.

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Lostpoet · M

@riseofthemachine I've been Sober five years i understand not wanting to break the habit. You can try to introduce yourself to someone sober, but that's a daunting task.

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@Lostpoet I had loads of woman when i was drinking and can't find one when im sober .
They drink is Deutsch Courage .
Ah I'm delighted your sober 5 years .
Do you find it painful or ok

Lostpoet · M

@riseofthemachine Very painful i started drinking young so i learned how to be social under those circumstances and find it hard to feel comfortable and accept by people when i'm sober. I don't come from Deutschland, but that is my ancestry as well. The funny thing is i quit drinking for spiritual and relationship reasons.

calicuz · 51-55, M

Wow, you got so much goin on I don't even know where to begin.

Jenny1234 · 51-55, F

I think you need to chill

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