I have such an addictive personality its frightening i must

Then when i tries to stop it all at once to be so called "Normal" i nearly gets a nervous breakdown from it .
When i have no drama in my life i looks for it .
I bought 3 Ps5 games in 3 weeks .
I have an outrageous Dvd and Music collection "well i give myself credit I'm collecting that for the last 20 years "
If i go into spirituality i goes into it deep , not easy , nearly until i go mad from it .
My house has too be spotless . I'm a tidy freak .
My clothes had to be arranged in order 'Pants with pants , shirts with shirts , shoes with shoes"
I'm just an very arranged person .
I strive for perfection by I'm not a perfectionist .
I have a very over active mind and my mind don't stop until i solve it .
I love animals , love music , love movies , love the sea , and most of my time I'm a loner .
I'm single , I'd love to be in a relationship, but I'm scared to death of it being honest .
What do you make of it ? 😊

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Teggy

Having kids and a family will fix all that.

Not in a rude or condescending way, on face value from the post alone. You have far too much time on your hands.

Your idle which lets your
Mind wander. It’s bored. You perhaps need a challenge. A task of sorts if you will. Something to do.

Too much thinking is not good. A great tool when used in moderation but a tragic leader.

Get out and about. Explore. Travel. Meet new people. Take away a lesson from each and everyone you encounter be it positive or negative. Make that masterpiece of problemsolving computing brain mater work hard in the real world.

Get out of your
Comfort zone. You’ll never grow as a human or meet anyone if you don’t get
Out there and make yourself ready to be the best you can be for them.