Is it just me

But does anyone else freak out when you go pick up your medicine from the store and you get home and the bottle says they normally stuff and you open it to look at the pills and they are a different size, shape and color. I've taken this pill for a year and it's always been a pink almost egg shaped pill and today it's a small yellow round pill.

Yes nope I am not okay with this.

I hate my OCD so much. The issue will be tomorrow when I try and take it and my mind won't let me. I'll freak out, think 1000 horrible reasons why I can't take it and I'll have to call Joel and he'll try and talk me down. He'll end up leaving work and there is still no guarantee I'll take the pill tomorrow.

Oh Lord I'm freaking out already

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Poppies · 61-69, F

Does it freak you out intellectually as well as emotionally? You can Google that pill (size, shape, color, number on it) and confirm that it is what it is supposed to be. But I do understand that there is an emotional reaction due to your OCD.

Cigarguy · 41-45, M

@Poppies it's hard to say. I know the pill is the same but one bad thought slips in, then 2 then 3 and then I can't stop it. I try to reason with myself but I can't keep up. It gets so overwhelming I can think of anything else except the pill is going to hurt me. I know it's not but I just can't control it