You can talk to me if you like. I can't promise I'll be the best at giving advice, but I can always listen. And failing that, just make posts like you did here - that's what I do.
When I was battling depression, I poured my unheard experiences into posts on Experience Project. Back then, I didn’t feel like talking to anyone directly. Yet somehow, having anonymous people read my words felt like a kind of connection — one that was worth experiencing.