Is this depression? I don't feel connected to God, and whatever I had with him I want it back. I also can think of women how I once used too?

Is this depression? or why do I hate this feeling. If make believe makes me feel high, I rather feel that, than be empty disillusioned zombie.

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tiltawhirl · 36-40, F

I’m not religious but I once was long long ago. If that’s what you really want.. pray every single night before you go to bed. Everything you do throughout the day, involve god in it. Not just once a day, not just on Sundays. Every day and throughout the day. You’ll get closer again.