This may just be my depression and anxiety rearing its ugly head (or the fact I am currently watching "What the Health"), but...does anyone else get a

feeling of existential dread..even from a "productive", "happy" thing like cleaning and organization?

For me, seeing all the stuff I have wasted money on over time, the entropy of it all..right in my face..how much of my life force I have gifted to companies who care not a toss for me..How much SCHTUFF I thoughttt would make me happy, but didn't, the advertising lies I believed...

Idk..it has made me far more of a minimalist, I tell you what. I told someone yesterday..I was tempted to burn it all down and walk away with all I can fit into a small (Marc Jacobs tho, bc why sacrifice style) backpack. Sadly, I am someone who requires climate control and plumbing....

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Domking · 61-69, M

Hey, c'mon, get down from the guilty chair and come, stand tall and smiling with us weirdos.
Heck, most of us have squandered away lots of valuables, even bigger stuff Than money. For me, it's about a couple of decades of my Life, including big money, on addiction. Got out of it, and living free, happy, joyous and free. So, stop blaming & judging yourself.
Have a good day,
Love you