You should talk with your doctor. You may have something else causing your symptoms.

Medication does work. I'm on an antipsychotic and it's done me wonders. You just have to find the one that works for you.

You are always trying your best, trying different things to better yourself. I know I'm an internet stranger but from what I've seen from you I really believe you will be successful. As for medication I'm not sure, I've been considering taking it for the first time, myself. Others have said it takes a few tries to find the right one, but it's been life changing for them.

It sounds like giving meds a try wouldn't be a bad thing...you may just need something to help balance you out abit

I know of several cases where meds have definitely helped with depression - both chronic and acute forms of depression.

I'm not a doctor, but I've been close to several people who have been helped. If you're thinking, even vaguely, about suicide, then it's worth giving meds a try. What do you have to lose? You are NOT ALONE in having these feelings. Many other people have been in similar unhappy states with similar hopelessness and pain of living. You should try what they tried before you give up.

Yes meds do work. But which ones? That's gonna be a trial and error.

I've been taking antidepressants since 2009. It's certainly helped me, but everyone is different. It really depends on the source of the depression.

In my own experience, they made me numb and rather apathetic to things that should have disturbed me.

Didn't work for me.

i dont see god however i am trying to find peace of mind. i like ted talks
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please start with these. mark

certain ones work for certain people that is why there are so many kinds

May I DM you?

https://similarworlds.com/mental-issues/depression-anxiety/1843069-I-Battle-Depression-How-to-fight-depression

*hugs*

Take Care..

Not really. They just temporarliy take the edge off .