Your parents still need you.
You are a joy here in this place to us who value you.
These feelings,real and hard as they are eventually pass.
Stay with us,please. ❤️

Sending you positive thoughts and hugs, BB. 🤗💞

Aahh...walk and dance and don’t let the negativity doubt cloud your mind.

Be thankful for health and happiness... and make it the reason to rejoice this holidays. 😇🌷

You matter my beautiful friend. Holidays are so difficult. Maybe consider continuing moving past this crossroad and wait until after the holidays have passed. We both know there is always another one waiting for us to contemplate.

Oh bijoux. ❤️❤️❤️ Such a strong and fierce light would go out if you left us. You touch many - I hope you can hold on and remember the warmth of that knowledge until you can feel it again. 🤗🤗🤗

So sorry you're feeling this way. I certainly can relate. But this feeling will pass, I'm sure, and I'm glad you have no plans to harm yourself. 🤗

While no one can know your own unique experiences, I can relate to some of what you’re feeling.

I’ve been through a lot of loss in the last few years; including my own deteriorating health. Feeling sorry for myself has become my routine.

Hope you can see from all the comments how loved you are - and that is just here. I’m sure you are also loved in the “real” world; although it may not always feel like it.

Please continue to reach out when you need to do so. You will find many to take your hand.

Peace to you my friend...

Have the courage to endure to see a better day, understand that the holidays are tough, that should be even more of a reason to be kind to yourself, be tough on self in the Spring. With a certain sustaining mindset you may realize you're not putting it off, that one improves by improving how one thinks.

Hey I am so sorry you are feeling down! 🤗 (and I wish I could do the hug in person). You are one of a small number of good people here, I wish I knew you better. Please keep going and looking for joy. Good luck.

You're a beautiful human being, a shining star. Thanks for sharing your vulnerability. May love and light mend the cracks where you are broken.

Sending you a huge cyber hug and kiss on your cheek. You are a beautiful and kind person. We all have our ups and downs. I have felt so depressed and like a complete failure sometimes but those feelings eventually pass. Hang in there and know that there are people in this world that love you and care for you !

Phillip

Considering the profound losses in your life who can blame you for feeling this way this time of year? You need tons of support bijoux. I hope you have someone to talk to, someone who knows what you've been through. Please try to hang on....please don't go

I understand how you feel and I'm sorry it's that way for you.

What might improve your life? Do you have any pets? A cat or dog always improves a persons quality of life I feel, if you like the idea but don't won't the commitment of pet full time most shelters use foster parents so you could still go away etc.

Or might it be that you need to get a medication/health review to get you feeling physically a bit better if it's your physical health that's getting you down?

I hope you decide to stick around 💜

On the bright side, once the holidays are over, that is pretty much it for 2021 and we can all start over new and fresh.

There's only one obvious option and that is to endure and improve. I detest the holidays because they throughly depress me. They bring to light all that family did in the past and why they are now gone. Please try to practice self care, be a bit selfish and do what you need to lift "you"up everyday. Always know there are a few good and kind people here that are willing to listen and help you through. 💞

Maybe this was sadder to read, for those who are facing or have faced that crossroads. It would be even if wasn't you, someone who is such a bright light here. Maybe they couldn't find the right words, so they didn't say anything when they really wanted to.
Maybe they were relieved and glad when they saw the edit, and hope very much that you weren't just saying that to assuage the concern of others.

This post really touched me and I am glad I saw it after the edit.
I have often thought about how ending it is an option (and have come dangerously close to it too) but i also take comfort that it is just one option of many others .... but that if everything else does not work there is still an out...and it strangely gives me enough breathing space to go on.


I have only ever interacted with you on the forum but see you as a very kind and compassionate lady, please try to extend that compassion and kindness to yourself

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So let's concentrate on improving it. Please. ❤

I hope you would always choose the improve option. You have so much to give and to bring to the table, but perhaps are a little harsh on yourself? Improvements don't have to be massive, earth shattering ones.. little improvements and growth in you as a person are definitely to be celebrated and recognised too

I am so so sorry that you are in so much pain.

I unfortunately feel the exact same way
([u]this is such bull patties[/u]).

(((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Please be kind and good to yourself.

I am here if you want to talk, about anything.
Even movies :)

Feeling like you do lots of the time n with holiday approaching don't blame you feeling as you are keep your chin up!

Almost all replies to your post try to encourage you, instead of [u]criticizing[/u] you.

The holiday season is rather trying for many ...please don't think that way

Only had paracetamol today n feel bit like your feeling at the moment down n depressed

How about just be yourself.

if you need to get away. Can you afford work remotely?

It definitely won't be the same for me, this year 😔.

I'm glad... Now let's move on to the second option... Improving your life 🤗

thinking about you - hope you find the strength to stay with us

Been there … 🤦‍♂️ I started going on Xmas cruises 🚢 🥳. Highly recommend it .

When are the holidays? Don't ever go we don't want to lose you.

💙 I feel the same and can relate. I hope it gets better for you.

I hope you can find a piece of mind somewhere 🤗.

Hugs to you. Always

This is a side of you I've never seen before, hope it passes soon. You have the right to feel sorry for yourself being human with human emotions is something most of us have in common. You know I love you and that I care. (((HUGS))) PM me if you feel the need to talk hon. 🥰

Improve! never end. Hope you feel better.

Thinking of you ❤️

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Don't say that

I feel the same. 💜

❤️❤️❤️

Are you an inmate of a family prison, or can you grab your coat and go?

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