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I Battle Depression

I was sharing something with a friend in the UK that
happened one night a few weeks ago...

I was coming out of the 24 hour Walmart..
It was 1 am in the morning..
I like to shop when there is less people ...

The security guard offered to walk me to my car ....
He was very kind and thoughtful ..
He was a large black man,
and neatly trimmed out in his uniform.

I had been so depressed and lonely for weeks,
I don't why, but I suddenly asked him
"Would you please kiss me?"
Startled for a moment, he looked at me and saw how lonely I was ...

He bent down and kissed me, and I felt his warm lips on mine ....

Then I knew I was real ,and alive ...

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TallMtnMedic · M

I battle depression also, snd i get the need for acknowledgement. I havent had this happen, but its nice when someone, anyone acknowledges me.

1pebbles · 56-60, F

@TallMtnMedic that we matter….

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@TallMtnMedic
Thank you . . .
well said ...
Jacquie

1pebbles · 56-60, F

Touching more than just your lips… your heart… alive… viable and human!

CathyUK · 56-60, F

That's beautiful. There is kindness and compassion in this world,

yyz123 · 51-55, F

Very nice

Subsumedpat · 36-40, M

Nice, I could see some people being nervous and backing off but glad he did not. Depression can be so bad.

plAfulandalittleNaughty · M

Good on you and him, it's not enough to just live, we need to feel alive

Evilwill · 41-45, M

I would have done much more than just kiss you

Doctrble · 46-50, M

Sometimes a touch is all a person needs

Evilwill · 41-45, M

Too bad he stopped with just a kiss

LostnFound69 · 51-55, M

It’s the numbness that is the worst.

bhatjc · 46-50, M

That hits to home

vidjee8720 · 36-40, M

go on, tell us more haha ;-)

RannochMan · 70-79, M

That is so lovely.

Wrestlingfanforever71 · 51-55, M

Awe that was sweet 🙂🙂

bhatjc · 46-50, M

Wow

WonderGirl1

It's been a long time since I've been kissed. That was beautiful.

Bagalamaga · 56-60, M

Brave security guard with the pandemic going on and everything

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@Bagalamaga I didn't care and neither did he ... very nice gentleman ..

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@Bagalamaga
a very practical observation :
It's still out there, and many becoming infected ...

Farhad · 26-30, M

wow. so moved by your story! i have been depressed for 3 years and i know what u have been into and i know it is hard. u dont have to fight it alone! i am here when ever u needed some one for talking! i know having a company can help a lot and i am here for u any time u felt lonely. hang in there pretty lady u deserve beautiful things cause u r beautiful.🥰

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@Farhad thank you Farhad ....

Platinum · M

I was having I wish I was a security guard moment.....glad you're ok...

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Platinum · M

@Midnightblu looking at your picture, I would definitely let you....lol

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@Platinum You have to look past my picture and realize I suffer from depression, and walk a delicate balance between sanity and depression.

I am feeling much better thankfully ...

Platinum · M

That is great news....hope your depression goes away and you find someone to kiss you every day@Midnightblu

Abhay · 31-35, M

M sorry..evn i m batlng frm depression.the feeling of being empty frm inside is like slow death.

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@Abhay Yes, that's what I feel ..

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

What's causing us a lot of pain, is the lack of human touch ..

MrAverage1965 · 61-69, M

It's a beautiful story and a little sad that you do not have anyone to kiss.

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@MrAverage1965 I'm feeling better about myself now . . . . I probably won't every try that again . ..😇

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Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@addicted why yes ! .. that's right ...

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Subsumedpat · 36-40, M

I hate that you battle depression, do many don't understand how bad that is.

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

@Subsumedpat Very true, depressed people are often depicted as being lazy, unmotivated, and low achiervers. Good counseling and the right meds made a big difference for me. But that does not discount the fact that fatique, stress, add the abrupt change in life that we have had to make becausse of the spread of this virus, can affect both the mental and physical health of many.

GuyWithOpinions · 31-35, M

thats amazing. i dont often hear stories of compassion.

Drigsley · 51-55, M

Sounds like a beautiful moment of warmth

Allabouttaboo · 36-40, M

Wow. I an sure he wudnt forget that kiss

Cesar · 31-35, M

I hope I can kiss your lips☺️

Midnightblu · 56-60, F

I thought so ..
I hope his didn't mind

Dadbod52 · 56-60, M

I need to apply there as a guard

koos19

Sometime you need that connection

Huckleberry42 · 41-45, M

Omg is there more to this story?

Pretzel · 61-69, M

wish I had been working there

Senpai · 31-35, M

I'm jealous!!

Stevy · 46-50, M

You go gurl!!

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