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I Battle Depression

Every now and then I think I am fine when reality hits me and I am reminded how horrible my life is, and how miserable I feel and am. I feel like no one will really understand, I told people in my family and they don't even understand. I don't even have to compare my life anymore, I just automatically know my life is shit and worthless.

I have to live with my sister, the person who verbally, physically, and emotionally abused me when I was a younger through my teens. And my mother expects me to live with another person like that, everyday I feel like I am trapped and suffering. I also have to live with her boyfriend that I want out causes hes here and does nothing besides wait for my sister all day while shes at work. The only thing my mom can say is it's the past, my mother dosent understand anything let alone how depression and suicide works.

Long story short I feel as though nothing good can and will happen to me, I always think maybe something good will come, but it never does... Thanks for reading
Cheesecake · 61-69, M
That makes for some sad reading. I hope things improve for you soon. Try and be positive - easy for me to say, I know. Things can change for the better though. Good luck 😀
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Cheesecake Thank you, I really hope so. I don't think I can handle another bad day.
Cheesecake · 61-69, M
@veoh112 you're stronger than you know. Believe me, I can identify more than you might think. You'll always get support here anyway 😀
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@Cheesecake Thank you
DanielChristensen · 46-50, M
People don't understand things they don't experience themselves.

I hope you get out of that environment
veoh112 · 26-30, F
@DanielChristensen Thank you, I would rather live in a homeless shelter than live there, and my mother does not care. This is what I have to live with as for right now

 
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