I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

I know how you feel chocolate I was with my wife for almost twenty years now we dated for about 4 years and married for almost 16 years now but we have been separated for the last three years and I go through bouts of depression and anxiety because i m confused about what she really wants she says she wants a divorce but for the last three years she hasn't got it,we are trying to be friends well I'm trying anyway I don't feel like she really is but it is what it is I guess and I've got to find a way to deal with it all I can do is try to find ways to keep my mind off of it and try to move on and do my best to make things right no matter what. Take care of yourself sweetheart and don't be so hard on yourself things will change but you must learn to live yourself before you can expect anyone else to love you.

Let's get you back out into the living CS. Im not sure what put you in the darkness but I'll sure listen to you if you need to talk.

I hear ya sweetheart I miss the companionship and the feeling of love for someone,when I realized my wife didn't truly love me anymore I left her,we have been separated for three years now well you probably know my story from EP I guess but anyway I wish I had someone like you in my life right now who could love and respect me for me and accept all my little quirks that would be awsome

it's more or less an acknowledgement that we are in the same boat question is are you willing to help paddle out of the rip current?

Emptythrone,
What is your yahoo messenger name? If you added me you must send me a message.

I love too hard and give too much...everyone around us is getting married

that's why you have to help paddle so we don't get swept under the current

the key is recognizing when someone is willing and open to giving you what it is you need

Emptythrone,
My yahoo messenger is Chocolate Thunder

Emptythrone,
I also have google talk and yahoo messenger

Emptythrone,
I have some stupid messenger called whatsapp

my phone can't get it but maybe I can find it for my PC

hey you check your messenger for me? I added you

Empty throne,
I don't know how to do that.

Empty throne,
I can't swim. This is why I am drowning.

you essentially are the female version of me....

Emptythrone,
Im all ears.

you have google hangouts?

well hell whats your yahoo?

Emptythrone,
I have added you.

Empty throne,
Is that a compliment?

you have messenger?

whats your google name?

Add away Caesar

Empty throne,
Lol.

let me show you....

ace310ev

May I add you on yahoo messenger? Maybe we have somethings in common:)