I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

This is what a battle daily. Seems like everyone around me is getting married and living their lives. I miss living. I miss growing and loving. When I love, I love hard and 100%. I cherish and respect my mate and I am at his beck and call. I guess accepting that I had my chance is the hardest thing that I have ever done. Man this sucks.

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Highonheels · 51-55, M

I hear ya sweetheart I miss the companionship and the feeling of love for someone,when I realized my wife didn't truly love me anymore I left her,we have been separated for three years now well you probably know my story from EP I guess but anyway I wish I had someone like you in my life right now who could love and respect me for me and accept all my little quirks that would be awsome