I don't think I should be marrying soon...

I know quite a few people that are bipolar. They take medicine for that. Are you taking anything to help you get through this? I know it's really tough and I'm sorry you're having to deal with it. I know there's a medicine out that one person went to a hospital for and I can't remember what they give this person but it was like their life was turned from night to day and they were bipolar. I just now asked my daughter if she can remember what that was and then I'll tell you. Maybe they can find just the right medicine for you. I wonder if you have been diagnosed correctly. I mean I've seen it happen where they say you have this or that but it's actually something else. I do believe you I just wonder if you have a good doctor. I hope so. Please feel better soon. I know it's hard. ❤🫂 Please don't be too hard on yourself. You can't help this. And The Anarchist was right. People are much more accepting of mental challenges now than they were years ago. It's no longer looked at in a negative manner. I think they're much more understanding. People just can't help it I'm glad they finally turned that around because you couldn't even talk about it years ago. People would label you was crazy if you had any kind of mental challenges back then. I'm sure glad they got educated.

It looks like you're pretty in tune with yourself, in touch with your feelings and I'm glad about that. I think you'd make a great mother but that right now you're taking good care of yourself and that means everything. That's smart thinking.

Okay. I found what you needed to look into. These are the very best. My daughter knows a person that was way beyond control with bipolar and he went to the doctor and got this once a month and it turned his life around 100% and everybody could see the difference. It was like he went from darkness to light. Changed his whole life for the better and I hope this will help you too. You only have to get a shot once a month and it takes care of the month. It is well worth it. Here's the info:

The once-monthly injection for bipolar disorder is typically Abilify Maintena (aripiprazole). It's an extended-release injectable antipsychotic medication used for the maintenance treatment of bipolar disorder in adults.

Many people struggle with different kinds of mental illness, and there is so much more openness about this than there used to be, and more support available.
I think if you want to find a spouse you should be hopeful, and ready to be honest with anyone you are potentially getting close to. Tell them about your history and how your illness affects you. They may not be afraid at all.

I'm sorry.
I know what it can be like with mental illness.
I have OCD and I had Relationship related intrusive thoughts. I've always wanted children, but was scared I would pass it down.

Don't like it take away from your happiness.

Stop being ashamed of having bipolar 2. It's not a death sentence and your family is where you got the bipolar 2 genes to begin with. Statistically speaking you're likely not the only one who has it,you're just the only one who has been diagnosed.You're worried about others accepting you because you haven't accepted yourself. People with bipolar 2 live perfectly normal lives. They can have successful careers,families and relationships. You're living in the best era when it comes to mental health education,medication and public acceptance. Your diagnosis is what you choose to make of it and what you choose to see.

Lots of people never marry, some that want to never do, and many marry that shouldn't. I think half the marriages work out anyway, and more than half shouldn't have.
At least you know what to avoid, many don't even get that far.
Note that single working people end up with the most money in the end, kids are expensive.

You can tell them and if you do or don't break up or get married at least you will both know what you were dealing with it’s not always an issue

Im sorry :( i have mental stuff too and ik that feeling

Does your family have an arrange marriage system?