I can’t accept being autistic. It ruined my life.

I get treated differently than the other relatives. Why? I hate being called special. When I have meltdowns or try to express my feelings, I get laughed at and get told to get over it and suck it up. I get yelled that for not helping and they expect me to help since I’m nice and soft hearted. I get treated like I don’t understand anything and I’m stupid.

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Ananke · 26-30, F

It doesn't sound like autism has ruined your life, it sounds like your crappy unsupportive family and peers have.

There are plenty out there who would love you autism and any flaws you may have and all. You just have to find them, and in some cases, wait for them to find you.