Yes, not in that intensity but yes. Then I have sudden upsurges of happiness that's totally unjustified because I'm just as deep in shits as I was yesterday but for some reason it doesn't bother me at all. It's really weird how some brains work.
Hopefully it will pass soon for you.

I go through this all the time. one moment I'm completely fine and the next I'm seriously thinking about killing myself. it's quite a scary thing to experience. I hope you're okay.

That's when I knew it was true depression.
My life seems to be going well, I'm doing something that would usually bring joy and then.. BAM.
Suicidal ideation pops into my head.

Very relatable. It happens to me out of nowhere too and it really sucks. I'm sorry you're feeling that way now. I hope you can overcome it soon enough. 🫂

I get randomly depressed all the time like every thing could be going great and be a nice day and have no reason to be sad then it just hits me it really sucks

Yeah. I woke up today feeling depressed. I listened to this song, then cried, then cleaned up and left my room to pretend like I was fine.
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This isn't depression. You suffer from extremely low self esteem though.

How often does it happen?

Used to happen to me all the time before.

Oh, yeah. It happens quite often to me.

me right now. and it happens too often