Life feels painful

You made it bearable with your presence but gave it all back when you left.

I don't blame you but I wish you have never showed me how to be happy.

I tear up when I think about what it could have been , but I laugh when I realise how little everything meant to you.

Sometimes I wish to end it all , but I won't.

Not because I have hope.

Matt85 · 36-40, M

that kinda reads as a poem,
a good one

SW-User

.... They didn't show you how to be happy...
You simply felt better while you felt their connection..
That's how it usually is.
Now just remember it's better they left if they don't care about you.

NotSureAboutMyUserName · 31-35, M

@SW-User I get that but when I wrote the post it felt right to write that way.

LifeOnHardMode · 26-30, M

So sorry that you had to go through this. It really isn't fair or okay how people get treated badly and ostracized for no reason.

Not sure if this is relevant here or not:
https://similarworlds.com/struggles/4775260-Class-boundaries-are-a-pet-peeve-of-mine

SIMPlyLogicalDiscipline · 31-35, F

Why does it feel painful?

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SIMPlyLogicalDiscipline · 31-35, F

@NotSureAboutMyUserName I can relate, stop watching romantic movies

NotSureAboutMyUserName · 31-35, M

@SIMPlyLogicalDiscipline Love is not just in the movies, it's every where reminding me that I don't have one.

SIMPlyLogicalDiscipline · 31-35, F

@NotSureAboutMyUserName love is everywhere but movies exaggerate it. It's human nature to forget what we have and crave for what we don't.But I do understand how you feel and I am sorry 😞

soulshadow · 36-40, M

Hope can lead you to doom more often than what you want.

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