Life feels painful

You made it bearable with your presence but gave it all back when you left.

I don't blame you but I wish you have never showed me how to be happy.

I tear up when I think about what it could have been , but I laugh when I realise how little everything meant to you.

Sometimes I wish to end it all , but I won't.

Not because I have hope.

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SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

Why does it feel painful?

NotSureAboutMyUserName · 31-35, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline Because it hurts.
That's how I felt while I wrote the post.

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

You should be happy with or without anyone @NotSureAboutMyUserName

NotSureAboutMyUserName · 31-35, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline I'm.

But occasionally you would feel some emotions.

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@NotSureAboutMyUserName I can relate, stop watching romantic movies

NotSureAboutMyUserName · 31-35, M

@SimplyLogicalDiscipline Love is not just in the movies, it's every where reminding me that I don't have one.

SimplyLogicalDiscipline · 36-40, F

@NotSureAboutMyUserName love is everywhere but movies exaggerate it. It's human nature to forget what we have and crave for what we don't.But I do understand how you feel and I am sorry 😞