Life feels painful

You made it bearable with your presence but gave it all back when you left.

I don't blame you but I wish you have never showed me how to be happy.

I tear up when I think about what it could have been , but I laugh when I realise how little everything meant to you.

Sometimes I wish to end it all , but I won't.

Not because I have hope.

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SW-User

.... They didn't show you how to be happy...
You simply felt better while you felt their connection..
That's how it usually is.
Now just remember it's better they left if they don't care about you.

NotSureAboutMyUserName · 31-35, M

@SW-User I get that but when I wrote the post it felt right to write that way.