Life feels painful

You made it bearable with your presence but gave it all back when you left.

I don't blame you but I wish you have never showed me how to be happy.

I tear up when I think about what it could have been , but I laugh when I realise how little everything meant to you.

Sometimes I wish to end it all , but I won't.

Not because I have hope.

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LifeOnHardMode · 26-30, M

So sorry that you had to go through this. It really isn't fair or okay how people get treated badly and ostracized for no reason.

Not sure if this is relevant here or not:
https://similarworlds.com/struggles/4775260-Class-boundaries-are-a-pet-peeve-of-mine