Does love feel elusive to you sometimes?
On all days, Valentine's Day, something hit me. I was just reading a People magazine and the article showed an author of fantasy books with her husband, kissing near a tropical location. I thought, 'Wow to HAVE that.' To have something so normal to many, a spouse or love in general. But for others, it's like a distant dream, something that seems you'll never reach or have.
I feel sometimes almost like it could never exist for me. And it's become so unattainable in my mind over the years, that you start to even wonder *BUT DO I WANT LOVE?* It becomes something that isn't real in your world or mind, and you lose sight of the feeling of how you might maybe WANT it. To have that special feeling of longing. That picture today made me realize, I DO want that. Even if I feel it's out of reach, I don't deserve it etc., I do want it. I'm still scared of love but maybe one day my own dream could come true. 💗🌺💙
I feel sometimes almost like it could never exist for me. And it's become so unattainable in my mind over the years, that you start to even wonder *BUT DO I WANT LOVE?* It becomes something that isn't real in your world or mind, and you lose sight of the feeling of how you might maybe WANT it. To have that special feeling of longing. That picture today made me realize, I DO want that. Even if I feel it's out of reach, I don't deserve it etc., I do want it. I'm still scared of love but maybe one day my own dream could come true. 💗🌺💙
