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I hate myself so much. I'm so pathetic. Everyday I cry and cry when I get home I have no use. I don't even have friends anymore. I'm no doubt the problem. I got kicked out of 2 friend groups in less than a year. I'm not trying to be toxic. If I could...

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turningthekeys · 31-35, F

when i was your age (just a few years ago) i had the worst reputation. I was bullied throughout uni, by people both my classmates, and those senior to me. Somehow i was the talk of town. mainly due to rumors spread by my "friend group". Those girls were toxic af. they made me suicidal. a lot of my borderline traits manifested during my uni era. and it was very hard to even think of being alive to see the next morning. i hated life so much.
i just cut all contact with them when uni ended, including deleting all my socials, and my life has been better since. i took small steps towards securing my future. i'm still taking small steps towards healing. i have a job now, which doesn't pay a lot but at least it means i'm on to somewhere. life is a journey. the only point of life is to not be static and to keep going somewhere.

Spnk8 · 36-40, M

@turningthekeys exactly!! Sorry you went through that people can suck sometimes. But im glad things are better for you now! :)

RandomPerson514 · 26-30, F

@turningthekeys that sounds rough. I'm happy you have a good life now, that gave me alot of motivation for a better future

RandomPerson514 · 26-30, F

@turningthekeys hey you probably don't remember me since it's been 2 years but I want to thank you so much, I was way younger than my profile suggested and going through a rough time. Life is looking much better and I am looking forward to the future, I am so happy there were people willing to help me at my lowest. My rant was a bit cringe and I didn't expect to ever come back here yet you took your time and helped, you're an amazing person. I just hope you know that.

Sjones13 · 41-45, M

We’re all here for you and care about you

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Spnk8 · 36-40, M

@RandomPerson514 you're very welcome!! We all need someone still in this life. I care about everyone and if i can help i will!! im here for you eventhough you dont really know me just know you can alwaya pm me or something!

RandomPerson514 · 26-30, F

@Spnk8 it's been 2 years, thank you so much!! You don't understand how much this meant to me at the time, I just want you to know I'm doing great. I just hope you're living your best right now and that you know how much you helped me in the past.

Spnk8 · 36-40, M

@RandomPerson514 awesome I'm glad you're doing much better!! 😊 And yeah I'm doing good thank you!!

Star1 · F

Why did you get kicked outof friends groups

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Star1 · F

@RandomPerson514 Sounds like both groups were toxic!

RandomPerson514 · 26-30, F

@Star1 now that I think about it yeah. And I just checked they are talking shit abt me in the gc. I just want to say ty this made me think whether they were worth it or not

Star1 · F

@RandomPerson514 Please dont check anymore, no good can come of it

SW-User

SHUT UP WHINING, go and get some help or do something about it.

Spnk8 · 36-40, M

@SW-User you dont have to be a dick dude. This was uncalled for. Not everyone deals with crap the same way.

RandomPerson514 · 26-30, F

@SW-User this is more of an anonymous vent. You don't have to comment if you don't like this, just ignore it.

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turningthekeys · 31-35, F

most people are shit. the more you care for them, the less you'll be happy. Just remember that.

RandomPerson514 · 26-30, F

@turningthekeys thanks <3

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