Been there, done that, literally nothing to be afraid of, because there's literally nothing to be afraid of. I was totally unaware that it happened. I awoke ten days later, oblivious that I flatlined during medical transport
@reubles my old friend had a similar experience. he fell asleep on his sofa and had an asthma attack in his sleep. he flatlined and when he was brought back he assumed he was just waking up from his nap. i asked him if he saw anything. (yes i kinda felt like an idiot asking but i was too curious.) and he said it just felt like any other dreamless night.
Seems Lady Death has built a Burning Man ish effigy, that makes the others look like pygmies in comparison. And is waiting for whatever it is that is significant on that day at that time. To torch ME! Apparently to catch my attention to put me in such a position, that I declare my intentions on making her wifey and no longer just another Mistress.
I died a few times last year and honestly it was pretty beautiful. I was pretty inconsolable about the fact that I couldn't stay there and hope when I'm actually ready to go permanently it's just as beautiful.
There wasn't anything scary about it in the end and it was exactly what I hoped it would be. Peace.
i flipflop. some days i'm just tired and don't care enough to worry about what comes after (most likely literal nothingness.) and other times the idea of dying horrifies me.
