I once begged someone to love me the way I loved them and that’s the saddest thing I’ve ever done

Up until 200 years ago, society used to consider romantic love as form of temporary insanity

It's tough being a simp. 😔

You’ll find someone who loves as you deserve cause you are an absolute sweetheart

I once tried to die because an abusive bedwetter cheated on me.

'@MiserableAtBest maybe not sad as such but you are you young and maybe a little naive perhaps . you do not realise you cannot make people feei the same as you it is a personal thing and only them and them alone can warm too you the way you want

[c=BF0000] It really hurts to go against own self esteem just to please to someone to stay and before even I knew it I lost it all[/c]

I don't think romantic love is a choice. I'm sorry yours was unrequited; assuming it's romantic love you're talking about.

You did what felt right at the time. Hindsight is a wonderful thing. Love makes people a little crazy.

I have once done that too, when I was younger. To this day I still feel shame around it.

that does sound sad, sorry to hear you had to do that.

I do the same thing and I never learn