I feel like I'm screwing up my life

It all comes down to the anxiety my friend. Don't let it beat you and wreck your future.

I know it's hurts to push through all the sh*t that anxiety is throwing at you. But keep going, go to uni tomorrow and enroll... you'll thank yourself in the long run. I promise. 😢☺️

There is too much pressure on people nowadays with work loads and social media, lack of funds and the world ending behind you

First, let me say this. Try to go to bed tonight at an honest hour, start tomorrow with a nice hot shower, then a sustaining breakfast and then go to the mirror and look at yourself for a moment and state, "I" can do this.
Following that, you should be making an appointment with your college advisor to have a frank and honest discussion with him....and don't hold back. Unload yourself...in a coherent manner and tell him where you are at.
Do not blow off what your student services can offer you.....use them. Your bf is a side issue. Your education is about "you" and where you want to begin your life's career. It's important that you know to consult those who are there at your Uni, to help you over the rough patches. They will help you realign your direction and certainly, they understand the rollercoaster of emotions students experience, as they navigate their educations.
Get yourself to them as soon as tomorrow, so that you don't lost classes that you need to stay on track. You CAN do this, just....a deep breath.....regroup.....and then consult your resources for re-direction.

Awwww, I hope you feel better soon, I feel like I’ve totally ruined my life with some embarrassing things I’ve done, but I’m sure someday things will be ok (and people forget the things I did 😳😬)

It’s simple. Do something or get left behind. It’s really your choice.

This is one of my favorite quotes for situations like this! Do what makes you happy. Live long and prosper!

“The sign of intelligence is that you are constantly wondering. Idiots are always dead sure about every damn thing they are doing in their life.”
― Jaggi Vasudev

I just hope u actually put some thought into your career path. Will this degree actually get u a career or just a waste of time and money

Whoops sounds like u need a doc or counselling

We all experienced that at your age, the good thing is that you're acknowledging what your anxieties are, giving you the knowledge and wisdom of what you need to do to correct your path and focus on what needs to be done, you are stronger than you think, tap into that.