I feel like I'm screwing up my life

I'm not sure if I'll go to uni tomorrow - I haven't enrolled in any classes this semester but I'm planning to attend some as a guest - and I was crying because I feel like people are moving with their lives while I just wanna stay in my room and cry..
I feel like my anxiety is ruining my mood. I wasn't feeling bad today until about an hour ago.
I wanted to talk to my bf about it but I just don't know
I know everyone is struggling with their own thing and I shouldn't compare the bad parts of my life to the good parts of someone else's but I just ..
I'm just tired of feeling like this suddenly and feeling trapped by my own emotions.

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Freeranger · M

First, let me say this. Try to go to bed tonight at an honest hour, start tomorrow with a nice hot shower, then a sustaining breakfast and then go to the mirror and look at yourself for a moment and state, "I" can do this.
Following that, you should be making an appointment with your college advisor to have a frank and honest discussion with him....and don't hold back. Unload yourself...in a coherent manner and tell him where you are at.
Do not blow off what your student services can offer you.....use them. Your bf is a side issue. Your education is about "you" and where you want to begin your life's career. It's important that you know to consult those who are there at your Uni, to help you over the rough patches. They will help you realign your direction and certainly, they understand the rollercoaster of emotions students experience, as they navigate their educations.
Get yourself to them as soon as tomorrow, so that you don't lost classes that you need to stay on track. You CAN do this, just....a deep breath.....regroup.....and then consult your resources for re-direction.