I’m a shit girlfriend a shit friend and a shit daughter. It would be better if I wasn’t here but if I wasn’t I would ruin everyone’s life. But being here is ruining everything too. I wish I’d never been born
That sounds really tough. As someone who has lived through such feelings, i bet you're being too critical of yourself, judging yourself more harshly than do the people around you and i think this time will pass. As unhelpful as that is to say. I'm glad you also realise that simply taking yourself away wouldn't help anything. Chin up, tough it out. It gets better.
what a terrible thing to think and say and i should imagine very untrue . why do you have this lack of worth and esteem in yourself .the people you mention probably feel exactly the opposite of you and love you for who you are [moonsofmars]