Do you have a thinking side and sleeping side in bed?So I realised last night when I went to sleep that if lie on my left side I find my mind drifting off into deep thinking about random things and problem solving. Where as if I lie on my right side I find myself drifting off to sleep.
I Am Suffering From Anxiety and DepressionSo yesterday, about an hour in to work I found myself crying uncontrollably. Why was I crying? The day before I had been told something that had been made up to hurt me. Ordinarily these lies go over my head, but this time I just couldn't deal with... See More »
Are you from Portugal?On EP I had a friend female friend from Portugal that I used to get on really well with and had great fun chatting to. Unfortunately I can't remember either mine or her EP name. It makes me sad to think we won't chat again!
Why is it, I always come here when I am feeling down?In the old day I would log in to EP and hook up with a friend and that would me, but I can't seem to find the same sort of connections here. Maybe I am being impatient.
I Have Writers BlockI am on my fifth draft of an opening paragraph of something I am writing for someone. It normally comes so easily for me but it is all feeling very naff and cheesy today! I haven't experienced this before and it is driving me mad!
I Love Cooking , It Helps Me RelaxJust a simple chilli con carne tonight whilst listening to Groove Armada Late Night Tales. Heaven for 20 minutes!
I Love a Hot BathJust got back from hockey training where the pitch froze, and I sat in the bath thinking about washing and getting out but I can’t be bothered. It’s too nice in here and my bed is empty tonight so nothing to snuggle up with.
I Want to DisappearOne of my favourite authors is Brett Easton-Ellis, I love his books. In Less than Zero the phrase Disappear Here appears on billboards and the like, at the moment I looking for one that will eventually take me into Stephen Kings Dark Tower series.
Who does the proper cooking in your household?So we can cook a bit, but there is nothing I enjoy more than getting stuck into cooking a full on dinner. My favourite and ironically easiest is a roast.
Who fancies writing together?So when I feel a bit rubbish I like to escape the day normally with a good book, an embrace or using my imagination. The first two are out tonight, so it's imagination. Message me your first line or story interest I will join in with you.
I Can't Deal With StressToday I am struggling. I haven't felt like this for a few weeks now, but every time I want to do my days important work something else crops up. I set my standards too high and expectations of myself even higher so when I am like this it is... See More »
I Like to Write StoriesOn EP way back when I used to enjoy writing stories with and for others. It was fun to share ideas, experiences and interests.
What was the last thing you begged or pleaded for?This it was peace and quiet from the kids to soothe my slight hangover!
I Love Romance, Love Being In Love, Want To Fall In Love AgainI am in love, so much in love it can hurt and make me feel sick. The strange thing is I still love some of my ex-girlfriends and miss them. I have loved them all for different reasons, different personality traits, they have all had different needs... See More »
I Always Have to Be the Strong OneIt wasn't until recently that I realised my change in behaviour was down to the sheer weight of pressures pushing down on me. My life is complicated, not hard in a survival way, but hard in a day to day way. Modern society puts so many varying... See More »
