Have you ever thought of the day you die?

Yes, for many years I was convinced it would be my asthma that takes me but now I'm more worried it will be my heart.

I've gone into cardiac arrest before after an asthma attack, and from what I do remember before I passed out- it was one of the scariest things I've experienced. Until I passed out, and then it was just over and I'd have died had my dad not done cpr.

I've come to realize how fast it can happen and now stay weirdly calm in my worst attacks [which thankfully are rare]. I won't have the fear like I did before for myself... my fears now are more for my kid having to go through the remainder of her childhood and early adulthood without a mother because that very thing f*ed me up pretty bad.

I've already had a stroke. There was no pain at all. I slumped to the floor from my chair and was unable to move for maybe 15 minutes. My speech was slurred for a week or so. That was it.

If that's the way I go, then that's the way I want to go.

I suppose we never truly know until we get there, but I don't imagine I'll be bothered too much. Maybe it'll be something sudden, like a car accident or a heart attack. Maybe it'll be something drawn out, like cancer. Maybe nothing so dramatic. But I don't think I'll be afraid. Everyone always talks about where we go when we die, but do you remember where you were before you were born? We fear the unknown, but it's not unknown. Not really. The end of our existence isn't the strange part. We didn't exist for the vast majority of time the universe has been around. Our lives are just a fleeting moment. I see death as a return to normalcy. Going back home. So while I'm not racing to get there, I'm not bothered by the idea of it. I had the chance to see and hear and experience some very beautiful things. That will have to be enough. That is enough.

I am afraid yes..because I have barely lived. I have had anxiety so many years that has kept me stuck and small..to think about death in addition, its just defeating and I can't think of it 🙁

I think about it all the time.
I'll be [i]elated. [/i]
The other side will be [i]so[/i] much better than this cartoon reality.

The way it’s going…. 🫣

I nearly died in a car wreck once. I was awake one second and gone the next. It wasn't scary. Waking up was scary. I was in a shitload of pain. It took months to recover and in terms of the brain damage it took years before I was able to control my rage and I became intensely depressed which is something I still struggle with to this day.

Only recently have I started enjoying life again. I hope when I die for real it is quick or in my sleep. I hope I don't know it is imminent.

No. There’s too much to come betwee. Now and then.

Yup. I'd be happy. Want to just be gone.

It probably won't be my best day.

NO, because i know this life is not the end, we continue on to new destinies all to be in the heavenly realm of god after this life.

I think about it all the time! like pretty much every morning I'm like "i could die today"

{@renkon] it has come too mind but never thought about it too deeply 😆god willing i have a bit of time left before i cross that bridge

I only fear my loved ones will miss me.
No matter how difficult life is , I'm here for them
And that puts me in survival mode

I’ve wondered if death is like choking while unable to move or breathe or see. It’s terrifying.

Don't know where, don't know how and don't know when but what I do know is that it will be suicide

I believe that when we die we become nothing. So I think I'd be ready for it.

I think about it often enough since I'm really uncomfortable with the idea of death

Yes... Generally if I can get through another day...

I am too busy living thank God

I sometime wish i could just go now.

It already happened

I just worry for my child.